Will be turning 30 in less than 2 hours.
Have no idea why i am feeling low mood, perhaps there are too much that I have not done before reaching this remarkable age.
At 30, I have still not have my own car, my own apartment, a career that I really love, achievements that I can proudly crying out loud. I just don’t feel I am satisfied.
I simply do not know what I have to do next when suddenly I have passed through half of my golden time.
It may be exciting to be 30, and maybe more exciting to reach 40 and 50. But why can’t I get what I want? Why I am only encouraged to do what I do not want to do but only “right” to do? Am I supposed to have a life as expected or a life as myself?
It doesn’t feel good to reach 30.
Can these 2 hours last forever?
A few steps after leaving office on my last 29 years old working day.
